Author Archives: MMi

About MMi

I was enlightened, now I'm confused. I used to read, but now I don't, and information's becoming more and more important. I used to be smart, now I'm dumb. I used to be bothered by it, now I almost don't care.

It’s finally done

After almost 11 months, it’s finally over. After a mess of break-ups and getting back together, this relationship has finally been put to rest. I am grieving its loss, but I know it is for the best. I have never … Continue reading

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Goodbye

All I ever wanted was for him to hold me tight To say that everything would be okay To be the one who’d be there When no thing was going right And tell me the he loved me anyway. Could … Continue reading

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Catharsis…again

The jury’s out. And yes, I do fall in love too quickly. I did it again. With someone else.  And we broke up on our 4  month anniversary. As it turns out celebrities, aren’t the only ones with short relationships. … Continue reading

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Wired

That’s just how they’re wired. Not high strung or lazy cats. Some people are hard wired With their version of the facts. You’ll argue till you bleed And they’re still not taking heed. ‘Cos that’s just how they’re wired. And YOU’RE not … Continue reading

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Where are we now?

From my brain to yours There’s a disconnect And we just can’t get along I yell and scream to reach you But you just can’t see what’s wrong. Like two ships in the night With their captains shouting Against the … Continue reading

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He looked through me

I fell in love Once again too soon And I thought we were both Over the moon With genuine feelings Love and respect And rapidly firing intellect But I came to learn It was all a lie He was in … Continue reading

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When you let it all come out

When you let it all come out You can scream and yell and shout But when it finally hits you You’re just engulfed in doubt. You’re not worth the air you’re breathing You’re a crumpled nervous wreck And if anyone … Continue reading

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Trying to live my dream

Trying to live my dream But life is getting in the way Trying to live my dream So I will finally want to stay Not kill myself Because I hate And try to turn away Not shut all out And … Continue reading

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From Somebody to nobody

I used to be Somebody To my family When I was a baby Small Cute Somewhat innocent. I used to be Somebody To the teachers Who thought I would Be Somebody “in future” I used to be Somebody Who had … Continue reading

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False Start

If I am just an animal Like a bear, or cat, or fish Can I take this ‘gift’ of life And mould it Just as I so wish? Can I be free Just as a bird Or uncommitted chimp? What … Continue reading

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