Tag Archives: disappointment

When you let it all come out

When you let it all come out You can scream and yell and shout But when it finally hits you You’re just engulfed in doubt. You’re not worth the air you’re breathing You’re a crumpled nervous wreck And if anyone … Continue reading

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Sinking

Sinking at 50 That’s where I am A milestone post is due. But now at 50 I’m at a loss. What am I supposed to do? It’s been 4 years since I first signed on, And sadly I’m still here. … Continue reading

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Silence. That’s what you call rejection When it’s just a phone call away. Silence. That’s what I hear when you say you have nothing to say. Silence. It engulfs me. It pricks…and shoves me away. Silence. Why not just say … Continue reading

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I understand Nordine Armani

Yesterday I didn’t understand how a person could shoot random people in the street for apparently no reason. And then I felt like doing exactly the same thing today. I’ve been chasing up an incompetent bureaucracy for three months, without … Continue reading

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The Sex

Was bad. Really bad. I couldn’t even look at you afterward. And nothing was ever the same. I couldn’t look at you without hating you. Feeling used. Because it didn’t mean anything. Because it was just sex. Because it was … Continue reading

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