It’s finally done

After almost 11 months, it’s finally over. After a mess of break-ups and getting back together, this relationship has finally been put to rest. I am grieving its loss, but I know it is for the best. I have never had a relationship as tumultuous, so I feel that it is better to let it go than stay unhappy. We had great times, but the not-so-great times didn’t make up for them. On hindsight, we gave up because neither of us could compromise, and it was too stressful to stay together. But I still love him. And that won’t change…unless I find out that our fights weren’t really over our differences, but rather a will to be unencumbered. I don’t know what he feels for me, but if people could change and we could listen to each other, I would be open to trying again. I don’t think I will actually be over him until I understand why we broke up, but I have no closure in this case, so healing will take a long time.

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About MMi

I was enlightened, now I'm confused. I used to read, but now I don't, and information's becoming more and more important. I used to be smart, now I'm dumb. I used to be bothered by it, now I almost don't care.
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